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I hope that what we have will last forever,
That we'll one day just look back and remember.
Know that I'll never do anything to hurt you,
And everyday I pray that what I feel is true.

I wanna hold you in the midst of falling autumn,
I hope that one day these flowers will just blossom.
Take a step and you will see a brand new plan,
So come on close your eyes, and let me take your hand...

And let us dance,
Oh, let us dance.

With you seeing the setting sun on the horizon,
Be the one who's at your side in an instant.
Let me catch your falling tears when you're down,
Or let me be the one who wipes away that frown.

Look up at the stars see how they're shining,
In the heavens high above they're just smiling.
To the world we're only two small grains of sand,
So come on close your eyes, and let me take your hand...

And let us dance,
Come let us dance...

Note: Inspired by the song "I Hope You Dance"
Should still be able to sing the song with these lyrics =)

Written by: Janet

Almost every problem involves the heart,
Be it broken or torn apart.
The most complicated source,
And oh how does it smart.

Confusing human emotions,
Always makes us assume.
It's not always good,
To listen to your own tune.

But the music goes both ways,
Pleasing or not.
It's what we read into the lyrics,
That actually says alot.

Don't listen to what you wanna hear,
Pay attention to both songs
Because there's always a hidden meaning,
Buried where it belongs.

*PROLOGUE*
Walking in the shadows, walking behind you
Quiet as a mute, I act like such a fool
Thinking hard to say, something of interest
But when you turn to greet me, I speak other worse
And I ask myself, "Why do I care?"

*The story unfolds*
Floating down the past, I trace back the steps
To find back the pieces that forms a whole set
And then I remember, with striking clarity
Our whole history together, innocence at first
Did the thunderbolt hit me? No it did not!
Unlike the others, I was safe . . . or so I thought

With much reluctance, I became your friend
Slowly but surely, even though I disliked you then
You were so different but I had yet to see
The beautiful surprise (or horror) awaiting me
And I ask myself, "Did I have a clue?"

Talking, laughing, gossiping, whisperrr
Conversing with you was such an allure
Your laughter, so infectious so clear
Had its unconscious effect on me, oh dear!
As they say," Ignorance is bliss!"
But one day, came crashing down
This short short peace. . .

All of a sudden, disaster struck
Without a moments warning, I ran out of luck
3 days and 3 nights, gone were you and nary a trace
Poor me then, aimlessly lost and out of place
And I ask myself, "Why do I miss you?"

Deep down in this naive heart, the cogs start to move
It was then the nightmare begun
Already, damage had been done
But quite predictably, and stubborn as a mule
I refused to believe, this feeling of your pull

Then came the Second sign
This tiny thing call Jealousy
You spoke (a little) too much to someone else not me
Anxious of losing your attention, glaring at this new enemy
Burning and hurting, I withdrew into deep dark hell
So you choose her over me? Well, then "dao" you I shall!
And I ask myself, "Why do I act this way?"

Deja vu, my friend, welcome back again
With mounting terror, old behaviour reappeared
Unmistakable and plain
I begin to act, as I had done towards the others
Caring about the little things, in the past I hadn't bothered
What did you say? What did you mean? Analysis starts over
Scraping through nondescript and trivia
I search for signs of hope--
Hope for a new lover

As days crawl by, understanding slowly dawns
I know what I want, it is easy to see
Hard to deny, I turn morose and forlorn
Not again lord! Not this one, I plead!
Too precious to me, this gem of a friend I need
But everywhere I go, you are all that I see
And I ask myself, "Why must this happen to me?"

*Now. . . *

Fidgeting uncomfortably, so aware of your presence
We're just next to each other, separated by stony silence
So near yet so far. . .
Thinking hard again, just wanting to open my mouth
Out of the blue I hear, the voice I had sought
Smiling, you praised me and awaited my response
But the only thought I had, was this insane urge to hold you. . .

Good friends we are, I always give you presents :)
You never gave me any, I failed to learn this lesson
Nevertheless, I'll press on with my mission
But first, 101 worst case scenarios I envisioned
Time's running out, the perfect moment's here
We are alone, I feel your warmth so near
And I ask myself, "Do I dare? Do I dare?"

Do I dare? Seize the moment?
And in a moment wipe out all that I live for?
Revisions and decisions in a minute I can make
Reverse them impossible. Do it or forsake

*EPILOGUE*

Therein lies the enigma, the mystery that envelopes
How did it happen? An occurence so anomalous
For the first time in my life, love beckoned from within
Not the face or the body, but the beauty inside thee
Was what that ensnared me. . .

*End*

Written by: Elsa (sister-in Christ)

The Sun's shrouded,
I only see the dark sky.
My thoughts are clouded,
And I just wonder why?

That at this unfamiliar crossroads,
I am totally at a loss.
I've been standing still for ages,
At what pathetic cost?

To take the left or the right,
Neither would have a turning back.
My footprints imprinted,
Confidence is what I lack.

Somehow the grasses seem more inviting,
Than the trodden dirt road.
Dare I venture forth,
Into the dark unknown?

Should I stay or should I go?
At time like these life seems unkind.
Downslope all the way from here,
Why am I so blind?

Written by: Janet the Indecisive

Warmth of summer, coldness of winter,
Sun's out but it's still raining.
Only lukewarm feelings,
I'm still standing here waiting.

When will the storm clear,
And allow me only the sunshine?
Cos' I'm just afraid,
It's simply not yet time.

But now I start to realise,
There's always a price to pay.
I have to step out of my shell,
And face the elements of the coming day.

Glancing ahead,
Thunder and lightning flash in the distance,
Taking one step at a time,
I pray everyday for assistance.

And in the heart of the storm,
I wanna find you.
A smile would brighten my face,
Because then, you were willing too.

And I don't mind spending everyday,
Out on your corner in the pouring rain.
Looking for the girl with the beautiful smile,
Asking her to stay a while.

Cos' she will be loved...
Always.

Writen by: Janet the Tired
Last 2 para by: Maroon 5 (She Will Be Loved)

Thinking of you,
And its just gonna make me feel blue.

Kiss the rain,
And its making me feel the pain,
And i noe the night is fading,
And i noe the time's gonna fly,
But even if i dont wanna tell you everything,
I already did,
Cos i know i've to give it a try.

I doubt if im gonna make it without you,
Do you really wanna see me crawl?
Sigh cos im never gonna make it,
Making love out of nothing at all.

Written By: Tan Qian Jin (brother-in-Christ)

P.S Tell me if the order of paragraphs is screwed up hor :)